All I ever wanted

There is nothing that I want. Yet I would not detest if I have everything.
My needs are not egregious. They are commonly usual. 
The dilemma arises because of confusion. There is a lack of will and determination. 
My energy is scattered among various channels. These media do not lead to salvation.

Without further festooning, I must submit my troubles to the reader's mind. 
I am troubled about my vocation. I know that I am blessed enough to see that I can accomplish any task. However, I lack a drive to yield to my thirst for knowledge. I overwhelm myself with all that comes my way. I find myself unable to take life one at a time. This depresses my state of mind. 
Then I perform tasks that make me regret.

I need to manage my time and to decide faster. My decision making skills are not very developed. I need to extensively work on them if I am to make any thing of my life. 

Thanks for reading my insensibility.